In Two Minds...

Big decision coming up. Something that may change everything in my life - SIA youth scholarship.

*sigh*

I wrote the test for the heck of it. And i got the interview call. 

Dilema no. 1:

Do i want to clear the interview??

I mean i dunno. If i don't i wouldn't have to take such a big decision. But it'll be quite an achievement if i do.

*confused*

Dilema no. 2:

If i do clear the interview, should i say yes or no. Studying there would be great for me. Their methods of teaching are just right for someone like me and plus i get relieved from all the pressure out here. All seems fine na? No its not. Cuz going there would mean staying away from my parents. And that is a tad too difficult for me.

*even more confused*

**Kya Kare Kya Na Kare Ye Kaisi Mushkil Haye**

cheers,

iNDu<3

NO I Dont

I Dont like him anymore. So stop going gaga over it ok?

This post is particularly for this dumb guy whom i'v known for 8 years n still thinks I cant make out his heavy voice from his squeaky voice.

Listen. I DONT LIKE HIM. So stop calling me pretending to be him. I am no gonna blabber anything interesting. 

And yes stop behaving as if liking a guy is a crime ok?

As if you guys never liked a girl. If you didnt, you are gay.

End of Post.

:|

Sequel

This is a sequel(??) to this 

http://iluvlyf-indu.blogspot.com/2008/10/basic-problem-with-havin-crush.html

Boy is dumb.

Boy is a retard.

Boy is all bad things in the world.

But,

Boy sure knows how to make Girl feel ok.

cheers,

iNDu<3

*much better now*

Why is it so difficult ...

I often wonder as to how people who say they don't care say it. Do they actually mean it? I was always fascinated by such people cuz they never seem to get affected by anything people say or do which is just the opposite of what I am.

So I decided to 'be' them.

Apparently it was all going good. But it never really worked out for me. I tried extremely hard to not think about what people say about me. But in some corner of my mind in sleepless nights the thought inadvertently cropped up. 

After almost one month of being them, I decided its not possible for me to be them. 

But now the adamant person in keeps bugging me - Why can't I be like them. Why can't I also just block out things? Why can't I stop bothering about peoples remarks.

So finally I worked out on  a compromise. I will listen to what all you people out there say. But I will NOT let myself be affected by it. Your words are NOT going to impact my actions.

There are just 4 people who are an exception to this

Mom.

Dad.

And two other really close friends.

cheers,

iNDu<3

P.S.

This post really makes me look like a retard suffering from split personality.

The basic problem with havin a crush ....

Girl meets boy.

Girl thinks boy is cool.

Girl realizes that she likes boy.

Girl tells her closest friends about her crush on Boy.

Girl's good friend(??) tells girl's not so good friend that she likes Boy.

Girl starts hating Boy.

Girl's not so good friend starts teasing Girl and Boy.

Girl's not so good friend maybe (or maybe not) has told everything to Boy.

Girl fears what'll people think when they come to know about her crush on Boy.

Girl is tensed.

Girl is worried.

Girl goes bonkers.

:|

This is not inspired from my life.

Or wait.

Maybe it is.....

*sigh*

cheers,

iNDu<3

*repenting*

Of Gujjus And Garbas

De best part abt staying in Gujarat are the nine nights of Navratri.

For ne1 lik me, who has spent so much time in Gujarat, Navratri is pretty much part of our lives now. U juz cant go widout it. (evn if ur dumb skool decides to hav xams in between navratri)

So what if the campus guyz r shit scared of havin a garba.

You can alwayz roam around elsewhere.

This was wat *ahem* inspired me n my dad to *ahem*ahem* 'hang out' in each n every garba around here.

Some really interesting stuff came out.

1. So much so 4 gujarats unhealthy attitude towards girls. Come on guys!! Can a girl roam around just as freely as a guy at 1 in de nite in ne odr place in this country??? ....... NO. Do you have Garbas where girls can go in for free n guyz need a pass n still have to wait till 2???........ NO.

So, East or west, Gujarat is the best ( m not paid by Modi 4 this ..... I mean it )

2. Gujjus cant drink. So they get intoxicated on food. (This isnt my dialouge, its copied. But its good nevertheless). The purpose behind non- dancers like me to hang around in garbas is to hog. Hog on every damn thing u get. N the best part is dat u actually get every damn thing here. From Schewan Rice to Sev Poori, Paapdi no lot to Punjabi bhel, Jalebi to Jamuns, Popcorn to Panipoori - name it and you have it. So, (again) East ot west, Gujarat is the best(No really, i am not paid to say this)

3. Terror cant stop gujjus from dancing. The no. of garbas has surely come down. But the ones which are still there, have grown. And grown like what. So, (4 the third time) East ot west, Gujarat is the best.

4. Gujjus are a peace loving species. Theres absolutely no police to maintain peace in a place which is full of swarms of people. N yet things go on so smoothly. In spite of innumerable terror attacks and threats, no security personel with walkie talkies n rifles. So(4 the 4th time), East ot west, Gujarat is the best. [:D]

In short, Gujjus - You Rawk.

\m/

*proud to be a gujju*

cheers,

iNDu<3

PS:- I noe m a mallu by birth. Bt trust me m more of a gujju dan a mallu. Gujjus Rawk.

Dostana Music - My Take

Vishal  - Shekhar continue their streak of superhit albums with their latest - Dostana.

The Album is crisp. 6 songs - no remixes (thankfully ..... remixes make me feel sick)

*Jaane Kyu* 

People say its a love song. I think its a friendship song. Osm music. Unconventional but sweet lyrics. U'll love it instantly.

*Desi Girl*

A sureshot chartbuster. Gr8 vocals by Shankar n Sunidhi. Foot tapping music. Nthg gr8 abt de lyrics.

*Khabar Nahi*

Amanat Ali gets an osm break. This song belongs to him. The perfect love song with even more perfect lyrics.

*Kuch Kam*

Shaan shines in this one. But what stands out are the lyrics - simple yet poetic. If you've ever been in love u'll understand wat i mean

*Shut up n Bounce*

Nice Music. Dance Floor Types. But the lyrics dont match up. *aside* I wonder if this song is picturised on a trampoline.

*Maa da Ladla*

M still tryin to understand this one. Total Punjabi. Nonsense. Sthg similar to BHootni Ke 4m Singh is Kinng. Nice nevertheless.

Gr8 music, unconventionally sweet lyrics & osm vocals by Vishal Dadlani, Amanat Ali, Shreya Ghoshal, Shankar Mahadevan, Sunidhi Chauhan make this one total paisa vasool.

Go n get ur CDs NOW!!

cheers,

iNDu<3

PS:-

now on i'll be doin a lot of reviews cuz i got nthg else to post n 'sum1' insisted dat i must keep postin

The Thin Wid VIVA n me

Any idea which is the single most scary thing Homo Sapiens invented since the beginning of time????

VIVA

(if u cudn guess dis 1...u r dumb :| .... chk de title mr. smarty pants :|)

Dats it

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Yes it does.