Life lessons: How not to share your problems

I am not alone but lonely. However cliched it may sound, it IS true. I have friends, true friends, with me. Yet i feel alone. I dunno why but i never seem to have some1 who ll listen to me. Just listen to me and not fake his sympathy for me.
I have stopped crying in front of 'other' people. Cuz it makes no difference to them. At least not for the better. My crying or sulking about my life just gets them pissed off and way too disinterested. So every morning when i wake up, I put on that veil of happiness and go around helping people. So that No one else needs to bother about me.
I have started watching SRK movies a little too frequently. For I see them as my anti-depressants. They somehow manage to instill in me the hope that things will actually get alright someday.
I have started behaving like a silly 8 year old. Just so that I can for some time think the old times n smile.
Moral of the story: Keep your problems to yourself. Dont bother others with it cuz they are too busy to care or too insensitive to care for you.

I am sorry Mom

M sorry I am a terrible daughter.
M sorry I can never help you out with anything - cooking, cleaning or anything else.
M sorry for my carelessness has always embarrassed you.
M sorry I am not pretty or soft spoken.
You brought me up with so much love. And I am sorry I'll never be able to return all that love to you by living up to your expectations. I know I am worthless and that i cant do anything. But I really am sorry for my existence.
I am sorry.

Loser

U are a loser.

U are NOT cool.

U are not funny.

Your dressing style isnt trendy. Its just cheap.

Your 'style' is NOT style. Its just....pah!!

You don't look cool with the thoe goth bands. They look like a spring on your hand.(Thanks Raag for this one. I could never have thought it)

Girls don't think you are hot. You are not.

Your attitude is fake.

Your talks are all lies.

You have a really huge, with a capital H, misconception about yourself.

Pity that girl you are hitting on. 

Or no. A ****e like her deserves no one better than you

F*** off. And yes for humanity's sake, DONT send me those pathetic messages of yours.

cheers,

iNDu<3

Generation Gap

Generation gap is when you are watching Rock On with your parents and in the Dandiya scene you just cant stop laughing and your parents keep staring at you wondering if they need to call a doctor for their daughter who is laughing for apparently no reason.

*sigh*

:D

cheers,

iNDu<3

Why?

This is it now. 

He IS hitting on my best friend. So now I hate him.

Ok, I dont hate him. But I dont like him. The only thing he can do is run and jump. He is dumb. 

So now officially my crush is over.

Or maybe not.

Why? Why? Why?

Why I cant stick to what i decide?

*sob*

I wish.....

How I wish God Almighty had given him some brains. If he was a lil, just a lil smarter i would hav proposed to him. Really. Hes really lovable. His smile kills me. Every time smiles I go Ahh...

*sigh*

cheers,

iNDu<3